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Down Low (Chapter 2)

Posted on 2011.08.03 at 22:26
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Down Low (Chapter 2)

Summary: Brad and Adam have some issues, especially when Adam meets Sauli.

Pairings: Adam Lambert/Brad Bell (Cheeks), Adam Lambert/Sauli Koskinen

Word Count: 2,377

Warnings: If anything in this chapter, language.

Notes: I own nothing of this story but the idea. I do not own the characters, unfortunately. I came up with the idea of the title from Cheeks’ song ‘Down Low’. This is my very first fan fiction story, and I would really appreciate advice as to what you guys think. One of my very good friends told me to continue on, so here is chapter 2. Enjoy (: [By the way, I don’t have a beta so all grammar mistakes are on me that I must of missed or blanked on. If you would like to be a beta, please message me, I do need one. Thank you]



Brad smiled and looked at Adam. Adam couldn’t stop staring at his boyfriend’s bruised face. He felt so bad, he actually wished it was him who had bruises and cuts all over his face instead of Brad. Brad didn’t deserve this.

“Adam, let’s go. I don’t want to be here anymore. We’ll take a taxi home since Neil left.” Brad smiled at Adam.

“Neil left? Okay, let’s go Baby.” Adam would do anything Brad asked at this given moment.

“Yeah, Neil went to go take all of his stuff to the house. He wanted to leave us alone.” Brad said.

“Okay. I’ll call us a Taxi while you put your clothes back on, even though I like the way you look in that gown.” Adam smiled.

Adam and Brad went to walk hand in hand to the taxi when they were stopped by a nurse.

“Excuse me, but patients aren’t allowed to leave the hospital walking, they have to be wheeled out. I know it’s unfortunate but it’s rules. Let me call a wheelchair and you can be on your way, just have a seat there.” The nurse pointed at the waiting room and walked back to her desk to call for a wheelchair.

“Well looks like you’re stuck in this hell for a few more minutes.” Adam was in the mood to be playful, it made Brad smile sometimes, and that was his goal.

“It’s fine, as long as I’m with you.” Brad didn’t mean to be too romantic right now, but it was the truth.

“Well, even though we’re in a hospital, I’m glad you’re here with me, Baby.” Adam read Brad like a book. Brad wanted to be loved and sweet talked and Adam knew it.

“Mr. Bell, here is your wheelchair.” The nurse pushed the wheelchair to Brad.

“Okay, thank you.” Brad answered as he sat in the wheelchair.

Adam grabbed Brad’s hand as the nurse pushed him out to the Taxi. Adam just wanted to hold Brad’s hand, he didn’t want to be without Brad. This was his way of making sure Brad didn’t go anywhere. Adam helped Brad into the taxi even though he didn’t need help. Adam told the taxi driver the address and looked at Brad.

“I know you told me not to, but I really am sorry. I’ll do anything you ask to make you feel better. I love you.” Adam looked at their hands, so he didn’t have to look at Brad’s face.

“Adam, Sweetheart, It’s okay. It’s as much my fault as it yours. Don’t even worry about it. I’m already better with you just being by my side. I love you too.” Brad smiled as he said it.

“Okay… It’s just hard to look at all those bruises and cuts covering your pretty face.” Adam mumbling.

“Love, they’ll go away and you’ll be able to see my “pretty face”. I promise.” Brad smiled at Adam.

Before they knew it they were sitting outside their apartment. Adam handed the taxi driver money and got out of the car. He ran over to Brad’s side of the taxi and opened his door smiling.

“For you, good sir.” Adam said.

“Why thank you, Sir. I appreciate that.” Brad giggled.

Brad and Adam walked hand in hand to the front door. Adam unlocked the door to find Neil sitting in the living room watching TV.

“Hey Neil, sorry for being an asshole earlier. Want to get something to eat?” Adam asked.

“Uh yeah sure. Since when do you apologize?” Neil asked teasingly.

“Well ya know, you got to be nice sometimes.” Adam laughed.

Adam and Neil are still the same, teasing and laughing all the time, never being serious. Brad loved the relationship they had, especially since Adam was always happy around Neil. Brad left them to go change into some clean clothes so they could go out to dinner.

“Thanks for coming out Neil.” Adam said.

“What the hell got into you? You’re saying sorry and thanking me? I’m your brother, not your boyfriend. Silly boy.” Neil was once again being his usual sarcastic self.

“I don’t know man. Maybe I just missed you and don’t want you to leave. But no, that’d be too normal. We aren’t normal. Who am I kidding?” Adam asked.

“That’s what I’m trying to figure out… I missed you too, but you’re right, that would be a completely normal brother relationship, and we are so far from that. I think we’re both hallucinating now.” Neil said.

Adam and Neil started laughing. That’s how they were, they would just laugh, even when thing weren’t even that funny. Brad walked in to find them laughing on the couch with tears in their eyes. Brad knew he made a good decision inviting Neil out for a little bit. Adam needed it.

“Are you dorks ready to go eat? I’m starving” Brad said causing both boys to stop laughing, look at him and start laughing again.

“I bet you are, Brad. You’re looking a tad skinny.” Neil then turned to Adam, “Do you not feed him, Adam?”.

“Oh shut up Neil. And don’t you dare answer that, Adam.” Brad stated before either of the boys could speak again.

“Okay, let’s go get some food then, we don’t want you to starve, Brad.” Adam said.

“Yeah, and I’m sure you don’t want me to be a little bitch to you, Adam, so feed me.” Brad was being completely serious.

“Adam… you might want to feed him… He can definitely be a little bitch when he’s hungry…” Neil said in almost a whisper.

“Neil, I can hear you. I’ll be a little bitch to you too if you keep it up.” Brad laughed.

All three of the boys looked at each other and laughed. Adam loved having his brother and his boyfriend with him having a good time. He couldn’t ask for anything more right now.

“Okay, let’s go eat. I’m hungry. Where do you want to go, Neil? Since you don’t get to eat in LA whenever you want” Adam smirked.

“How about Café La Boheme in WeHo.” Neil said. He loved Café La Boheme, it was his favorite place to go.

“Sure thing, let’s go then.” Adam answered Neil. Adam knew Neil loved to eat there, so he automatically agreed not even thinking about it. Plus, WeHo wasn’t far at all, so it was a good idea.

All three boys walked out the door. Neil sat in the backseat and closed his eyes. He hated driving in LA whether it was him driving or not. He actually just hated being in a car in LA. Adam was driving with his left hand and his right hand linked with Brad’s hand. Adam loved touching Brad, it was relaxing.

“Smile.” Brad whispered at Adam.

Adam of course smiled wide and looked at Brad. Doing this made Brad go nuts. Adam had a certain look to him right now that made him look so much sexier than usual. Brad lifted their hands and kissed Adam’s hand. Adam smiled again but kept his eyes on the road. Adam parked the car in the parking lot of the restaurant.

“Neil, open your eyes. We’re here” Adam teased Neil.

Neil had no response, he just simply got out of the car. Adam and Brad walked into the restaurant hand in hand with Neil traveling behind. One of the hostesses opened the door for them and Adam walked to another hostess dragging Brad with him.

“Hello, I need a table for 3.” Adam stated with a loving smile.

“Okay, right away. Follow me.” The hostess said. Adam dropped Brad’s hand since it was too hard to walk side by side in here. “Here is your table. Enjoy.” The hostess smiled and winked at Adam. The three boys sat down. Adam looked at the menu then grabbed Brad’s hand under the table and started rubbing his thumb. Brad looked at Adam and smiled.

“Hello gentlemen, my name is Drake and I’m your server for the night.” He looked at Neil smiling. “What can I get you gentlemen to drink tonight?” He asked.

“I would like water, please.” Adam looked at Brad and asked, “What would you like, Baby?” Brad answered, ‘I’ll also have a water, thank you.” Adam and Brad smiled at each other.

“And for you sir?” Drake asked looking at Neil.

“I’ll take a Coke, thank you.” Neil answered avoiding looking at Drake.

“Neil, he was totes hitting on you!” Brad said as Drake walked away.

“I know. It’s horrible. I have guys all over me, but I can’t get a girl to save my life.” Neil answered.

“I noticed… maybe it’s a sign? Maybe you’re meant to be gay, Neil.” Brad teased.

“Oh shut up, I highly doubt that. I’m very attracted to girls.” Neil said.

“You know, Neil, I think he’s right. I mean, when’s the last time a girl wanted your dick?” Adam asked teasingly.

“I don’t know, Adam, why don’t you ask Danielle?” Neil answered sarcastically.

“Oh hell no, you did not just go there. You did my best friend?!” Adam was being serious now.

“No you idiot, I wouldn’t do that.” Neil answered causing Adam to calm down.

Drake came back with the drinks and handed them out. He started with Neil’s Coke setting it down with a nice smile on his face. He then looked at Brad and Adam with a whatever face and gave them their water.

“Do you gentlemen know what you would like to eat?” Drake asked.

“Yes, We are going to share the Herb Marinated Hanger Steak” Adam said pointing between him and Brad.

“Okay. And for you sir?” Drake said looking at Neil.

“Yes, I would like the Berkshire Pork Chop” Neil answered. That was his favorite dish.

“Okay. Your food will be out shortly.” Drake said walking away.

“Excuse me, Drake?” Adam asked.

“Yes sir?” Drake looked at him.

“We will also like the Chocolate Banana Bread Pudding for dessert later on.” Adam said.

“Okay, I’ll bring that out after your entrees.” Drake walked away.

Neil, Adam and Brad were talking about what’s new in their lives when Drake showed up with the food. He brought an extra plate for Brad and set it down in front of him. Drake then sat down the Herb Marinated Hanger Steak in front of Adam, and the Berkshire Pork Chop in front of Neil.

“Anything else I can get you gentlemen right now?” Drake asked.

Adam looked around the table before answering, “No, thank you.”

The three boys ate their dinners in silence. It was delicious. Neil was happy and that’s all that mattered. Adam couldn’t have his brother in LA and not be happy. Drake brought the dessert and three spoons and set it in the middle of the table so they could share.

“Drake, when you get a chance, could you please bring the check?” Adam asked.

“Yes, no problem.” Drake said smiling and walking away.

Drake returned with the check handing it to Neil purposely. Neil looked confused and so did Adam and Brad. Drake walked away. Neil handed the check to Adam. Adam opened the check and laughed hysterically.

“Well, I know why he handed you the check, Neil.” Adam said in between laughs.

“Why?” Neil asked confused. Brad looked at the check Adam was holding and laughed too. Neil was getting angry so he grabbed the check from Adam and shock crossed his face.

“Is that… did he put his number on the check and tell me to call him?” Neil was so shocked.

“Yes, I believe he did.” Adam answered, still laughing.

“Oh shut up, Adam! It’s not funny! Do you think he thinks I’m gay? I’m not gay! You and Brad are gay, I’m not!” Neil was going to make sure Adam and Brad knew he wasn’t gay, even though they already did.

“Calm down, Neil. He could of assumed you were gay because he saw that Brad and I are gay. Everything will be alright, you don’t have to call him.” Adam said after he stopped laughing.

“Just pay the check and let’s get out of here, quickly.” Neil said.

Adam paid in cash so they could leave without seeing Drake again. Neil decided he was going to go out and drink and he’d catch a taxi back to the apartment. Brad and Adam had no problem at all with that, in fact they were excited they would get to be alone. Adam and Brad walked to the car with smiles on their faces.

“Baby, can we cuddle all night?” Brad asked hopefully.

“Of course. Anything you want, my love.” Adam answered. It also helped that Adam really wanted to cuddle too.

Brad didn’t need to answer instead he just held Adam’s hand during the car ride home. Adam pulled into the parking spot and they both got out and walked into the apartment. They both went straight to the master bedroom to get ready for bed. Adam stripped all the way down, as usual. He loved sleeping au natural, while Brad had to wear very tight briefs that showed off his ass. Adam turned off the light. Brad and Adam climbed into bed. Brad snuggled up to Adam.

“I love you, Baby. Goodnight.” Brad looked up at Adam and smiled.

“I love you too, Brad.” Adam answered and kissed Brad goodnight.

Adam laid there for hours awake, but he knew Brad was sound asleep. He loved the fact that Brad was asleep in his arms. Adam smiled to himself and fell asleep, feeling completely safe and loved with Brad in his arms. He wouldn’t want it any other way.

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Down Low (Chapter 1)

Posted on 2011.08.01 at 12:31
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Outlaws Of Love - Adam Lambert
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Down Low (Chapter 1)

Warnings: Language

Summary: Brad and Adam have some issues, especially when Adam meets Sauli.

Pairings: Adam Lambert/Brad Bell (Cheeks), Adam Lambert/Sauli Koskinen

Word Count: 1,955

Notes: I own nothing of this story but the idea. I do not own the characters, unfortunately. I came up with the idea of the title from Cheeks’ song ‘Down Low’. This is my very first fan fiction story, and I would really appreciate advice as to what you guys think. If you all like the story I’ll continue it. Enjoy (: [By the way, I don’t have a beta so all grammar mistakes are on me that I must of missed or blanked on. If you would like to be a beta, please message me, I do need one. Thank you]



Brad stared at Adam’s sleeping body. Adam looked so beautiful to Brad right now. Brad always thought Adam was the most beautiful makeup-less and sleeping peacefully. Brad just stared at Adam’s features, and started to count all the freckles on his face. Brad had been awake for a while but couldn’t bring himself to wake Adam up. Brad finished counting the freckles on Adam’s face, all 142 of them. Brad was going to go make breakfast for Adam as a surprise until Adam woke up from Brad tracing his jaw line.

“Well good morning, Sunshine.” Adam said playfully.

“Good morning, Baby.” Brad replied happily. Brad was so happy Adam was awake now.

“How long have you been awake?” Adam was curious.

“A few hours, I suppose.” Brad knew this wasn’t going to end well, he just had a feeling.

“Why didn’t you wake me up? I would of woken up for you, Brad.” Adam said seriously.

“I didn’t see a need to. You looked so peaceful sleeping there, I didn’t want to disturb it. Plus, I was occupied.” Brad said trying to calm the situation.

“You still should of woken me up, Brad. How were you occupied laying in bed when I’m sleeping and without a television or book?” Adam asked more playfully.

“Well… honestly.. .I counted the freckles on your face…” Brad mumbled slowly at Adam, who looked surprised.

“You what? Haha that’s funny Brad. If so, how many freckles are on my face, Sweetheart?” Adam was now teasing Brad, because he could.

“There are 142 freckles on your face, Jerk.” Brad knew Adam was messing with him so he figured he’d call him names to let Adam know he was messing around too.

“Jerk? How so?” Adam asked confused.

“Yeah, you’re a Jerk.” Brad said walking out of the room. He figured now would be a good time to make that breakfast so there weren’t any fights in the future.

Adam was thoroughly confused now. He sat up and brought his knees to his face and wrapped his arms around his legs. He was trying to figure out what went wrong to cause Brad to walk out of the room. Brad never just walked out of the room without saying anything or even a kiss unless they were fighting. All of a sudden Adam rested his head on his arms and started crying. He had no idea why he was even crying. He couldn’t stop crying either, the tears were just pouring. Adam let out a loud yelp and Brad came rushing in. Adam didn’t even bring his head up to look at Brad, but he knew was there anyways.

“What’s wrong, Adam?” Brad asked gently, trying not to push Adam to answer.

“I’m not sure…” Adam mumbled slowly looking up at Brad. They were both completely confused.

“Well do you know how it started, Babe?” Brad was trying to help and not push. He just wanted to be there for Adam.

“All I remember is sitting here confused as to why you left the room, and then I just started crying. I don’t know why. I’m so confused. I can’t figure out how to stop and I can’t figure out why I’m even crying.” Adam started pouring out words at Brad.

“Do you think you’re crying because I left the room and were afraid that I was mad at you and we were fighting?” Brad was gently asking this trying not to set off Adam.

“Yeah, sure, I’m crying over you. Fuck that. Not everything is about you, Brad!” Adam started to get angry.

“I was just trying to figure it out. You don’t have to be an asshole Adam!” Brad yelled it. This wasn’t going to turn out good.

“No need to be an asshole? Then stop being conceited Brad!” Adam was yelling just as loud as Brad.

“I wasn’t being conceited! I was just trying to figure out why the man I love, was upset!” Brad was so angry at Adam. He was just trying to figure out why Adam was upset, he never liked it when Adam was upset.

“Bullshit! You think it’s always about you! This isn’t about you Brad! It’s me! I’m the one crying! I’m the one upset! I’m the one that’s confused as to why I’m upset! It’s not about you!” Adam was yelling at the top of his lungs.

“You know what, Adam? Fuck you. I was just caring about you. I wasn’t trying to start shit. I left the room to go make you breakfast. I’m sorry that you’re upset. I’m sorry that I tried to help. Just fuck you. I’m leaving. I don’t know when I’ll be home.” Brad was now crying as he stormed out of the house and straight to his car.

Adam knew he messed up this time. They were now in a fight, and Adam didn’t know what to do. All he could do was put his head back on his arms that were now wrapped around his legs again. Adam cried so hard, for hours. He didn’t know when Brad would be home. He didn’t know the reason they were now fighting. He was so confused. He heard the front door open and hoped it was Brad, but it wasn’t. The footsteps didn’t sound right.

“Adam, get off your ass, we have to go.” Adam realized it was his brother, Neil who was here talking to him.

“No, Neil, I don’t want to go anywhere.” Adam answered calmly.

“I don’t give a fuck if you want to or not, we have to go.” Neil was being calm with his usual sarcastic and asshole personality mix.

“Neil, No. Why are you even here?” Adam just realized he had no idea why his brother was standing in his doorway.

“I’ll tell you in the car. We really have to go. We have to go to the hospital. Now get up and don’t waste anymore time, Adam.” Neil was now getting angry. Neil wasn’t the one to get angry, but Adam was being an stubborn asshole.

“Fine” Adam knew that tone Neil was using and knew he couldn’t get out of this. Adam slowly got up and grabbed his shoes and they left. Adam didn’t know why they were going to the hospital. Adam didn’t even know who they were going to see. Adam was still questioning why.

“Neil, Why are we going to the hospital? Why are you even here?” Adam broke the silence.

“I’m here because Brad called a few days ago and asked me to come out here and surprise you. We were supposed to go out tonight, until the hospital called. Brad’s in the hospital. He -” Neil was cutoff by Adam.

“What?! Brad’s in the hospital? Why?” Adam broke down into tears. What had he done? A few minutes later, Adam looked up after all the tears and realized they were already at the hospital. Adam’s heart stopped and he became stiff. He slowly walked into the main entrance and found the nurse at the counter.

“Excuse me, Miss? I was wondering if you could tell me where I can find Brad Bell?” Adam was trying to be calm about this.

“Yes, he is in the ER Mr. Lambert.” The nurse was trying to be helpful although she really didn’t care, she had work to do.

Adam started running to the ER, he didn’t even notice that he was. He was wondering how the nurse knew his name. Could it have been from Wicked? Upright Cabaret? Citizen Vein? Hair? He couldn’t figure out, but realized that it wasn’t important right now. He went to go up to the counter to ask for Brad when he saw him. He was laying on a bed in the hallway. Adam didn’t know why he was in the hallway, he figured they were out of rooms. Adam ran up to Brad.

“Brad, Baby, what happened?” Adam was talking so fast. Adam grabbed Brad’s hand.

“Adam, is that you?” Brad mumbled. He sounded like he definitely had drugs in his system, probably from the hospital. Brad doesn’t do drugs, so it had to be given to him by the hospital, there’s no other way.

“Yes, it’s me. What happened, Baby? Adam was so scared.

“I was in a car accident. I lost control of the car because I couldn’t see through the tears anymore.” Brad wasn’t going to play this around, he wanted to get straight to it.

“I’m so sorry, Brad” Adam knew this was his fault. The fight was his fault. Brad being in the hospital was his fault. He felt so guilty.

“It’s okay, Adam, don’t worry. I’m okay” Brad told him this right as the nurse showed up.

“Mr. Bell, we received all the tests and x-rays back, and you’re completely okay. There’s no broken bones or punctured body parts or anything. I’m going to go get a wet cloth and clean your face, I’ll be right back.” That’s when Adam looked at Brad’s face and saw all the bloody cuts and bruises. He almost puked on the spot. Adam just dropped to his knees still holding Brad’s hand.

“I’m so sorry Brad. I’m glad you’re okay, but I’m just so sorry. It’s all my fault. I’m so sorry” Adam couldn’t stop apologizing. The nurse came back with a wet cloth and started cleaning all the dried blood from Brad’s face. Adam looked up at the nurse. “Thank you.”

“You’re welcome. You know, this is part of my job. Have a good night boys.” Just like that, the nurse was gone and they could leave.

“I’m sorry, Brad, I really am… we should be at home watching a movie, not here. This is all my fault, I was so stupid.” Adam was showing how guilty he felt and Brad knew it.

“Adam Mitchel Lambert, if you say sorry one more time you’re going to be laying in this hospital bed. It’s okay, I’m okay, you’re okay. This isn’t your fault, I left the house. I shouldn’t have ever left the house, I should of stayed with you. You were upset and crying and I had to go and be an asshole and leave you.” Brad was being extremely serious. “And you most definitely are not stupid. Thank you for coming here and being with me.”

“Okay, Okay. Let’s get you home then.” Adam looked up at him and slightly smiled then looked down at the floor.

“Sounds like a plan. Hey, Adam?” Brad was just asking for his attention.

“Yeah, Baby?” Adam answered sweetly but obviously still feeling sorry and not looking at Brad.

“I love you, more than anything” Brad said trying to be somewhat romantic, even though they were in a hospital. Brad grabbed Adam’s face with his hands to make him look up at himself.

“I love you too, Brad. More than you know.” Adam smiled as he said it. He couldn’t help it, Brad always made him smile no matter what.

Brad lifted Adam to his feet by pulling Adam’s face into his and kissed him gently, but passionately.

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Writer's Block: Eeny, meeny, miny, moe

Posted on 2011.05.26 at 11:53
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If you had to give up swimming, skiing, hiking, or biking for the rest of your life, which would you choose, and why?

I'd give up hiking because I love swimming and biking too much, and I'd love to go skiing sometime.